As the days and weeks progress, it seems that I begin to be
more and more fascinated and drawn in by the concept of humility. However, it isn’t just the concept of
humility in isolation; it’s also how it interacts with the other virtues and
one’s life in general. Hopefully,
somehow it will be integrated into my life as I go through it. That’s not all! You all get to go on this journey with me because,
as usual, I’ll be working out some of it as I write it. So it may not be polished, but how many of my
entries have been? I know, you’re
worried, “Please don’t write it all in one entry because that’s a lot of
writing.” Well, there aren’t any worries
there, as I’m going to try and go through it thematically. That is, if I can control my rambling…about
that...we’ll see. Regardless, it will be
multiple entries, while the number is still undecided right now.
Shall we embark on this journey? I know I’m going to. Humility, what is it? According to dictionary.com it is “the
quality or condition of being humble; modest opinion or estimate of one’s own
importance, rank, etc.” The first part
of the definition isn’t particularly helpful, so it’s the attribute of being
humble, hooray; although, it is a start.
The second part brings in the word “modest”, which is helpful, but I’d
say it’s too strong of a word. So, let’s
go to the English root word “humble” (still on dictionary.com): “not proud or
arrogant; modest”. We still have the “modest”
thing going on, but I still don’t like it; then we have what being humble is
not, which is another way to start from.
How about we move on to the Latin root, (again, still on
dictionary.com), humus: “earth, soil”. Boom!
So modest should only be equal to humble if modest means “earth” or “soil”;
which, while the first definition of modesty approaches it, it doesn’t have
that grittiness, if you will.
Why is that a big deal, and why should we be excited that
humility seems to entail, in disposition, being close to the ground? Now, this isn’t the “low-down, dirty, so and
so” sense, that’s why. Humility means
knowing where we come from, that we are fallen creatures. You know what, though? We start two places, the second place is the
fact that God has bestowed His Grace upon us, in order to reconcile us to Him. The more we respond to this gift of Grace
with Faith, the more we understand about how destitute we would be without His
Grace. If we understand that, we
understand that where ever God calls us to is a blessing. Even when we are in negative situations that
bring us down, whether through the causation of other people, natural events,
or even through the influence of Satan, we always need to do our best to
remember that we could be in a much worse place: without the Graces that God
provides and unable to enter Heaven, thus being unable to enter into the Divine
Life of the Holy Trinity.
That Grace also enables us to realize humility in a
heightened sense: the understanding that
while we start out fallen creatures, God provides us the Grace as well as the
knowledge that He has created us with unique capabilities and gifts because of
who He is. We are called to recognize
those capabilities, gifts, and talents, using them to show the Glory of God to
all people, thus putting them to their proper use. So, when we are denigrating ourselves and
abilities, we are denigrating God’s gifts to us; we are called to develop
ourselves and these abilities, knowing they are not ours, but that we are
stewards. It is this mentality of
stewardship that keeps us from being arrogant and egotistical.
This Grace infused humility allows us to grow in humility, faith,
hope, love, obedience, everything in life.
I’m so looking forward to exploring this subject and growing in my
understanding of it. I realize you may
think this was a slow start, but I felt I really had to lay the groundwork, at
least for myself. As many times, I'm ending with a song: Everything and Nothing by Matt Maher. God Bless you all.
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